N/A (Not Alive)

1.01.2007
UGH
the-tmasta from URL @ 18:48

this sucks. i know i can't have her and she knows i can't have her but she refuses to end it here. it
just drags on like some cruel game -- this must be the manifestation of all the bad karma i've
accumulated in my life.
i'm trying to keep civil conversation but its not working. i should just give up and leave and save
her and myself from all of this.
even i don't trust myself to make her happy, and thats what she needs now. even i can't tell her i
won't be a dick in 4-5 weeks from now, and break up with her and make her feel like shit.
i won't ever compare, or help, or be anything but a puppeteer and a womanizer.
Shes mad at me.

11.20.2006
fucking assholes, all of em
the-tmasta from URL @ 20:24

Today fucking sucked.
I woke up and I was cold 'n I felt like shit. Rode the bus and listened to the new D CD. Its the shit, obviously. Bitch.
I got to fucking school and I wasn't speaking to Lauren, cause she hates the D. I was pissed. We walked to speedway and did the usual shit. Went to first hour, it was boring. Usual shit.
Second hour rolls around, Craig's bein a dick. He was in one of those fuckin moods where he does annoying shit to everybody. Like coloring on their hair/pants/arm. Asshole. and that put me in a bad mood. So algebra is over and I go to homeroom. I just kinda sit there and chill out, trying to feel better. No way, man.
Third hour comes, and I just kind of ignore Lauren/Ilyssa because I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE, DAMN FUCKERRRRRS.
Lunch was kinda funny. That dumb bitch Gahlea put fucking smoothie on Omar and we called her a bitch probably around 8984758945 times. Fuck her.
Fourth hour was just usual shit. Zak was sick and I was bored.
Fifth hour, well. It drops in front of my face like a heaping pile of evil shit. EVERYONE KEEPS TALKING TO ME. WTF. CAN YOU NOT FUCKING TELL I'M IN A HORRIBLE MOOD?
Cierra is on me, Craig keeps making jokes about how he colored my hair. Julia keeps asking why I'm pissed and Chris is the only one with the fucking sense to leave me alone. MR. HARVEY BITCHES AT ME ABOUT HAVING MY FEET OUTSIDE THE DESK? I was about to say "CAN YOU NOT TELL I AM SIX FEET TALL AND MY LEGS DO NOT FIT IN THESE DESKS?!" I restrained myself, luckily. I trekked to sixth hour full of fucking merriment and man. It fucking sucked. Fortunately, no one was fucking with me and I just chilled out.
Point is, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE WHEN I'M IN A BAD MOOD.
thank you.

11.12.2006

the-tmasta from URL @ 21:06

LPgothLP (8:52:36 PM): yea i know
LPgothLP (8:52:39 PM): thats fudges up.
tmasta xxx (8:52:47 PM): yeah.
tmasta xxx (8:52:58 PM): this world history paper is a pain in the ass.
tmasta xxx (8:53:04 PM): and i haven't started it yett.
LPgothLP (8:53:42 PM): im doing it now.
tmasta xxx (8:53:49 PM): yeah.
LPgothLP (8:54:19 PM): IT SHOULDNT BE THAT HARD.
LPgothLP (8:54:24 PM): minus those capital letters
tmasta xxx (8:54:31 PM): its just a big pain in the ass..
tmasta xxx (8:54:49 PM): like, that english paper, no problemo, i can do that easily and i'll have it done soon.
tmasta xxx (8:54:52 PM): this world history paper..man
tmasta xxx (8:54:53 PM): shit.
LPgothLP (8:55:44 PM): its easy
LPgothLP (8:55:52 PM): but its gotta be a pain iin the ass
tmasta xxx (8:55:59 PM): ;/
LPgothLP (8:56:04 PM): he couldve given us maybe 2 days longer
LPgothLP (8:56:11 PM): that would've been ALOT better.
tmasta xxx (8:56:15 PM): exactly.
LPgothLP (8:56:22 PM): not even class days to work on it.
tmasta xxx (8:56:23 PM): he takes fucking a week or so to grade binders..
LPgothLP (8:56:25 PM): just to turn it in.
tmasta xxx (8:56:39 PM): but a 7 paragraph paper in a weekend is no problem.
tmasta xxx (8:56:45 PM): ugh.
LPgothLP (8:56:55 PM): i guess.
LPgothLP (8:57:10 PM): i don't like the reading the 6th chapter
tmasta xxx (8:57:16 PM): yeah..
tmasta xxx (8:57:23 PM): i hate how he never explains ANYTHING
LPgothLP (8:57:27 PM): i know
LPgothLP (8:57:29 PM): but again
tmasta xxx (8:57:32 PM): i can't get information from the book, its too fucking dry and boring
LPgothLP (8:57:33 PM): the Mayans.
LPgothLP (8:57:42 PM): how many fucking times have we studied them?
tmasta xxx (8:57:47 PM): too fucking many.
LPgothLP (8:57:57 PM): exactly
tmasta xxx (8:58:04 PM): i'm talking about the whole book in general, tho.
tmasta xxx (8:58:09 PM): hes just a lazy asshole.
LPgothLP (8:58:10 PM): and i don't think the fact taht the guys blookletted from their dicks
LPgothLP (8:58:14 PM): is very important
tmasta xxx (8:58:17 PM): yeah, really.
tmasta xxx (8:58:18 PM): owch.
tmasta xxx (8:58:45 PM): but still. the point is..mr. harvey sucks. the book sucks.
tmasta xxx (8:58:53 PM): and world history AP is a class for faggots and sailors.

conversations are so much easier to post, because its things i've already said.
sorry. read my life and analyze me. tell me what you think.
BLACK.HERETIC666@GMAIL.COM
do it.

11.08.2006
i won't let you fall apart
the-tmasta from URL @ 21:48

WRRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY

Pronounced - Reeeeeee.
Bitches.
4chan is down..and I dance to the song on it. Supposedly its up tomorrow. I doubt it -- PartyVan is imminent.
Or if you're a 7channer, 7chan catamar&.
I'm so tired.

Craig owned me, I think.
tmasta xxx (9:40:28 PM): my locker got jammed today..
tmasta xxx (9:40:36 PM): therefore, i missed my bus and i still didn't get it open
tmasta xxx (9:40:40 PM): so i have none of my homework to do
tmasta xxx (9:40:43 PM): therefore, I'M FUCKED
LPgothLP (9:41:22 PM): ok
LPgothLP (9:41:26 PM): thats gay
tmasta xxx (9:41:28 PM): yeah.
tmasta xxx (9:41:42 PM): for whatever reason..i just don't care
tmasta xxx (9:41:49 PM): ever since school started, my ambitions have just dropped
tmasta xxx (9:41:54 PM): i have no motivation to do ANYTHING
LPgothLP (9:43:08 PM): lmfao
LPgothLP (9:43:14 PM): except take vicodin?
tmasta xxx (9:43:22 PM): that requires no energy

Ugh. Seriously. I possess..no ambition. At all. I'm just so fucking tired, all the time. And when I get enough sleep, I'm still tired. I don't get to sleep in on weekends much anymore, 'cause of work and I just can't sleep like I used to. I can't sleep 12, 13 hours in a night like I used to. Does anyone read this?
No. Silence is a no. A lack of digital content blasting across INTARNET TUBES 11!11!!! (lurk moar, douche) means I have no readers. Then why all of these posts?
This is my 418th post. Almost two years of blogging. (February is the anniversary month, I believe.)
I don't have much to say. I mean, this is done. I'm done.
'Cept not. This blog is a looking glass into how I've changed and how I've stayed the same. Its a time capsule of sorts.
Gooooooooooood night.

10.30.2006
Lookin' back, it was easy..
the-tmasta from URL @ 19:06

So, here is an interesting conversation between Stephanie and I.
St3phii Ann (6:48:25 PM): im bored.
tmasta xxx (6:48:32 PM): who isn't?
St3phii Ann (6:48:38 PM): mann i never talk to you about n e thing.
St3phii Ann (6:48:47 PM): whatta ya think when people call ya boring.?
St3phii Ann (6:48:57 PM): boring!!taylor is soo boring
tmasta xxx (6:49:01 PM): i think that its their problem that they don't get me in an interesting mood.
tmasta xxx (6:49:02 PM): ;/
tmasta xxx (6:49:11 PM): i'm not going to put forth the energy to be interesting if someone else is boring.
St3phii Ann (6:49:18 PM): lol tryin to blame it on mee
tmasta xxx (6:49:31 PM): not just you
tmasta xxx (6:49:35 PM): why do you think i don't talk to alicia?
St3phii Ann (6:49:36 PM): u suck u just owned my face off bitch ass
St3phii Ann (6:49:42 PM): lol
St3phii Ann (6:49:58 PM): umm i dont know.you donmt think she interesting or something
tmasta xxx (6:50:05 PM): shes boring as fuck, and annoying
tmasta xxx (6:50:11 PM): so i don't like to talk to her.
St3phii Ann (6:50:25 PM): ooo hmm..
St3phii Ann (6:50:33 PM): why does she annoy you..cauz dj?
St3phii Ann (6:51:02 PM): i just realized you were typing in pick!!llol kick ass taylor
St3phii Ann (6:51:11 PM): pink*
tmasta xxx (6:52:15 PM): its PURPLE
tmasta xxx (6:52:19 PM): purple and lime greeeeeen
St3phii Ann (6:52:19 PM): hey you!!
St3phii Ann (6:52:27 PM): oooh umm ooops?
St3phii Ann (6:52:33 PM): i only see purple
St3phii Ann (6:52:36 PM): no lime green
tmasta xxx (6:52:37 PM): no, she just annoys me because if i stop talking shes like..OMG STOP IGNORING MEEEEEEE OMGAOJEAIR
St3phii Ann (6:53:05 PM): lol
St3phii Ann (6:53:15 PM): mayeb cauz she ♥ yew
St3phii Ann (6:53:24 PM): but im not sure on that one
tmasta xxx (6:53:38 PM): oh, she probably does.
tmasta xxx (6:53:45 PM): then again, so do 342597904359435694376 other girls
St3phii Ann (6:53:50 PM): lol
tmasta xxx (6:53:55 PM): shit gets old as hell after awhile
St3phii Ann (6:54:00 PM): dos she talk to u about DJ at all..??
St3phii Ann (6:54:24 PM): hmmm..u really think thaat many girls love yew
St3phii Ann (6:54:29 PM): cra-zay!!
tmasta xxx (6:55:04 PM): ;/ i know that many girls love me
tmasta xxx (6:55:12 PM): no me gusta, i want to be a fuckin..hermit crab
St3phii Ann (6:55:14 PM): uhh my computer is soo damn slow..fuckin dammit
tmasta xxx (6:55:17 PM): haha.
St3phii Ann (6:55:18 PM): lol
St3phii Ann (6:55:19 PM): ur full of shit
tmasta xxx (6:55:26 PM): i wish i was
tmasta xxx (6:55:32 PM): i wouldn't have to be nice to so many people
tmasta xxx (6:55:34 PM): loll.
St3phii Ann (6:55:37 PM): lol soo interesting..
St3phii Ann (6:55:43 PM): why a crap
St3phii Ann (6:55:48 PM): crab*
St3phii Ann (6:56:01 PM): lol why are you nice to soo may people then if you dont wanna be?
St3phii Ann (6:56:06 PM): huh negro
tmasta xxx (6:56:16 PM): lmfao
tmasta xxx (6:56:28 PM): because it means i get sexual favors when i desire them
tmasta xxx (6:56:30 PM): obviously
St3phii Ann (6:56:48 PM): omg!
St3phii Ann (6:57:15 PM): outta all of that sexual desire..umm wink! lol have you even actually been in love with a chick
St3phii Ann (6:57:27 PM): just wondering on that one lol
tmasta xxx (6:58:08 PM): eh
tmasta xxx (6:58:11 PM): one or two, tops
St3phii Ann (6:58:40 PM): lol
tmasta xxx (6:59:11 PM): hmm.
tmasta xxx (6:59:14 PM): there was one, mara
tmasta xxx (6:59:21 PM): who i went out with for awhile..i loved her
St3phii Ann (7:00:06 PM): ooo yeh i think ive heard you talkin about her before
St3phii Ann (7:00:17 PM): yehh well thats coool
tmasta xxx (7:00:22 PM): and..
tmasta xxx (7:00:24 PM): well
tmasta xxx (7:00:45 PM): theres probably a few others who i might of actually loved for like, a night


I'm horrible. ;x But thats okay, because girls treat me like shit too. We have an equal relationship -- me and that opposite sex thats so adept at ruining a good night or destroying any sum of ego I muster up. '
Go, my children -- listen to Groove Armada. Its good for the soul.

9.24.2006

the-tmasta from URL @ 21:28

I was sent for a reason, and I..finally understand, in my own mind..Could only ask myself, why oh why? Can't we talk this through, and make things right?


Well. Here, is this site. And it doesn't get much posting. Sorry.
Lately, its just been a pain. I keep up with kids on myspace because it feels so much more direct, and..well, to be honest. I have a lot more (and much more closer) friends, so its ten times easier to voice what I feel to them.

There are girls. Girls that..matter. Its almost crazy. I can't believe it.
I like them, girlfriend-sort-of-way. AND THEY MATTER TO ME. I want to be happy with a female. I mean, shit. This is an improvement, right?
No longer do I play girls for sexual favors in an attempt to fill up some sort of lackluster part of my life.

Shut up, Taylor.
Good night kids.

9.16.2006
I'm so confused.
the-tmasta from URL @ 15:57

tmasta xxx (3:49:25 PM): My mom asked me if I was gay today.
tmasta xxx (3:49:30 PM): I was extremely offended.
muff (3:49:36 PM): Aww. <33
tmasta xxx (3:49:48 PM): No, no, you gotta hear the story and then you'll understand just how little sense it makes.
muff(3:50:14 PM): I'm ready.
tmasta xxx (3:50:28 PM): So, she walks into my room and goes "Taylor, I haven't seen you with a girl for awhile..and, well, we know you used to date a lot of them.." And then she looks at my rainbow-brite hoodie (not even really mine) and goes "Well, we want to know if you're gay."
tmasta xxx (3:50:31 PM): "WHAT THE FUCK?!"
tmasta xxx (3:50:40 PM): Thats all I could manage.
tmasta xxx (3:50:51 PM): I was sitting, playing Pokemon, and all of a sudden my mom asks me if I'm gay.
tmasta xxx (3:50:53 PM): UGH.
muff (3:51:02 PM): lmao.
tmasta xxx (3:51:02 PM): I'm just more pissed that she interrupted my Pokemon, I think. Lol.
tmasta xxx (3:51:32 PM): But seriously.
tmasta xxx (3:51:44 PM): Just because I'm taking a break from females doesn't mean I'm turning gay. WTF?
muff (3:51:53 PM): I'm sorry, it went from, "aww, are you okay?" to that is hilarious.
tmasta xxx (3:51:58 PM): Lol.
tmasta xxx (3:52:02 PM): It is hilarious.
muff (3:52:08 PM): Well, right as you IMed me and said that... my hubby IMed me and said
muff(3:52:12 PM): y (3:49:41 PM): Is it bad that you just kissing me last night felt really weird?
tmasta xxx (3:52:16 PM): LMFAO!
muff(3:52:27 PM): & I think you know HE is gay.
tmasta xxx (3:52:34 PM): Eh?
muff(3:52:48 PM): My hubby is gay. =\ so anyway. I was kissing him last night
tmasta xxx (3:53:03 PM): Hes gay HxC or bisexualito?!
tmasta xxx (3:53:07 PM): Lol. I'M REALLY CONFUSED.
muff (3:53:12 PM):
x3 (3:49:50 PM): Bad weird?
y (3:49:51 PM): Since we didn't make out? xD
x3 (3:50:10 PM): I was kinda bummed about that. I'm not tall enough to make out with you.
muff (3:53:35 PM): He's gay, not bisexual, but he and I are married, so I kiss him on the cheek and stuff
tmasta xxx (3:53:52 PM): Now Taylor kind of gets it.
muff(3:53:52 PM): But we always buy those sour straw things and we were doing that lady and the tramp spaghetti thing last night.
tmasta xxx (3:53:56 PM): Lol.

Uhhhh.

Gay husband, female/straight wife..

DOES NOT COMPUTE????

Okay, so I was going to post a real post..but I have to mow the lawn.
No, really, I do.
<33

9.11.2006
9/11? What the fuck?
the-tmasta from URL @ 18:42

Okay, so today is 9/11 and I was home sick.
COINCIDENCE.
Today, when I turned on the television, I was fucking blinded and appauled by the number of "9/11 DOCUMENTARIES ZOMG!!!11!" on the tube.

'Course,I don't normally watch the television.. But still.
Its stupid.
You wanna know why?
Well, fuck. I guess we'll begin with the definition of a "terrorist," to lay some common Ground Zero (oh, the pun) to start from.

from dictionary.com
ter‧ror‧ist[ter-er-ist]
–noun
1.a person, usually a member of a group, who uses or advocates terrorism.
2.a person who terrorizes or frightens others.
3.(formerly) a member of a political group in Russia aiming at the demoralization of the government by terror.
4.an agent or partisan of the revolutionary tribunal during the Reign of Terror in France.
–adjective
5.of, pertaining to, or characteristic of terrorism or terrorists: terrorist tactics.

Okay. So its pretty much someone that scares someone else for their benefit.
Let us examine the similarities and differences of the "Islamic terrorists" versus "the americans."
Similar traits are in bold.
The Islamic Terrorists --
1. Scare people to gain political power.
2. Scare people to gain wealth.
3. Murder without second thought.
4. Hypocrites.
5. (are often) Religious fundamentalists (read::extremists)

The American (politicians)--
1. Scare people to gain political power.
2. Scare people to gain wealth. (Through gaining political power..)
3. Murder without second thought. (The war in Iraq = an eradication, Hiroshima, Vietnam..)
4. Hypocrites (TO THE EXTREME.)
5. Racists. (IRAQ IS FULL OF TERRORISTS ZOMG!111!)
6. (are often) Religious fundamentalists (read::extremists)

So, its determined. Most of our politicians (and OUR PRESIDENT, more specifically) are kin to terrorists, and are terrorists themselves. (Oh, the redundancy.)

Another thing I want to elaborate on -- I don't approve of 9/11.
I don't approve of people blowing up people and killing other people for reasons that they are not sure of.
I don't approve of Islam, nor Christianity.

I do approve of toppling the American empire.
I do approve of people remembering their loved ones.

I DO NOT APPROVE OF SELLING THE 9/11 TRAGEDY FOR MONEY.
I DO NOT APPROVE OF SELLING THE SILVER FROM THE WTC BUILDINGS AND SELLING IT AS COINS.


MOST OF ALL, I DO NOT APPROVE OF YOU MEDIA SLUTS SELLING TRAGEDY LIKE BLOWJOBS ON A WALL STREET CORNER.

9.08.2006
treheahej
the-tmasta from URL @ 22:52

Well..

Here I am. Lots of bullshit has occurred in the past while.

Got a job..Got fired. Getting a new job soon.
Started good ol' High Skewl. Its not that bad.
Got a cellphone, turned 15. not in that order.
just..
Been lonely.
This is the worst update ever.
I'm sorry.

6.20.2006
Someone hit my favorite baby seal with a lead-filled snowshoe.
the-tmasta from URL @ 23:10

WHY THE FUCK WOULD SOMEONE DO THAT?! (It was a..fur trapper. That asshole.)

Lolll. Frank Zappa = badass.
;x I'm good. Actually, pretty fucking fantastic.
Talking to..Bailey, Hillary, Katie, and Hannah. and..myself.

Went to the UG last night. It was fun. I met Brandie and her friend Jenna..Both of which are pretty hot. Hung out with JP and Dianer and Brandie. Rode in some random dude's van with everybody, and went to Taco Bell. Bought Brandie food and bought myself way too many cinnamon twists. (Btw, I ended up giving them all [AND A CARAMEL EMPANADA!] to JP.) Then waited outside (ALONE!! ;x.. ) for my mom to show up. It was fun.

Yes, indeed..Here we are -- AT ST. ALPONZO'S PANCAKE BREAKFAST!

Woooo. Interlude over, sorry.

Blehh.
Next UG - June 30th. Be there or be..A penis. No, not square. Just a penis.
This weekend, I get to go to Wisconsin. Yay!
;x..HOPEFULLY, nacho libre sometime this week..CBZ Summer Reunion, DAMNIT!

Well. I'm out. PEACE.

6.07.2006
Calling Sister Midnight
the-tmasta from URL @ 10:57

"Calling Sister Midnight..
I'm an idiot for you."

Iggy Pop - Sister Midnight

I like Iggy Pop. Its fun, its enjoyable, its back when punk was punk and not 'hardcore' (HxC variety) or 'emo' or 'scene'. Because hardcore (HxC variety), emo, and scene are not punk.
GIMME SOME SKIN!
So hows everybody been? I'm excited because..school is over. But I'm also saddened to the point of..well, near tears. If only I remembered how to cry..
Ohwell. So, for some cheering up and remembrance of good memories, I want to list the people at my ex-school (GREENE INTERMEDIATE CENTER!) that have just..well, have just been the best group of friends. Ever.
my main homies are..
Kelsey
Tony
Clint
Tim
Brooke
Kayla (cano)
Diana
Tiffany


I love you all, and I'll miss you all. ;/

5.28.2006
Updation Nation!
the-tmasta from URL @ 23:24

Quiz time!

You have a sexual IQ of 142





When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.




Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com








Your Seduction Style: The Charmer



You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.

You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.

By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.

And then you've got them exactly where you want them!






You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions





You Are 52% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.





Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I can pass this guy."








Your Personality Is


Rational (NT)




You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.

You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!



Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.

In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.



You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.

Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.



In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.



At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.



With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.



As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.



On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.





You Are 36% Addicted to Myspace

Your Myspace addiction factor is: Low

You're a typical casual Myspace user... you know what it's all about, but you haven't been sucked in (yet)!




Who Should Paint You: M.C. Escher

Open and raw, you would let your true self show for your portrait.
And even if your painting turned out a bit dark, it would be honest.




Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful.
You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits!

Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion

Your gemstone: Peridot

Your flower: Poppy

Your colors: Orange, red, and light green





Candy Cigarettes

You're a total badass, but you don't taste very good.





In a Past Life...

You Were: An Arrogant Herbalist.

Where You Lived: Iran.

How You Died: Decapitation.




You Are Olde English

Drinking is more than a hobby for you. It's your favorite drug.
When you drink, you want to get wasted. As quickly and cheaply as possible.
Looking back on your best times drinking... well, you don't remember them at all.
You may be a few brain cells short, but you still can chug a 40!







Your Personality Is Like Cocaine



You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you.

Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party.

Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid!




You Are 80% Cynical

You're a full blown cynic... and probably even skeptical of these results.
You have your optimistic moments, but most likely you keep them to yourself.




Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC

"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!



You Are 45% Selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved.
But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!



You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!



Your Porn Star Name Is...

Big Al Rod



You Will Die at Age 64

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.




Yeah. All I have to say is I have too much fucking time on my hands.
So, I want this buckle and this belt.
Altogether, they cost 34.19 including shipping..I'm 14.19 away from it
Time to get to work!
My dad went to the Hudson Leather show in Ohio, and got me this REALLY fucking cool wallet. Its real leather (with that fucking fantastic leather smell) and has an 8ball on it. I already have my chain on it, and its cool..I redid my chain so that it has 3 chains..One is short, one is medium, and one is long, and they all are longer in incremental amounts, so it looks kind of staggered? I dunno, its fuckin cool.
My shoes (those, but in yellow) should be arriving this week..Hopefully. Its been 2 weeks, and it says allow 2-6 weeks for arrival? I'm hoping they like me enough to give me the 2 weeks, haha.
Welllll, fuck. Now its time to just say..I love music.
So, I wanna give you the list of my ULTIMATE METAL MIX. Now, I know, there are some songs that should be on there, but I don't have those songs. So, fuck off.


1.Bloodline - Slayer
2.Burn(feat. the Detroit Hate Choir) - Dope
3.Chic'n'Stu - System of a Down
4.Clown - KoRn
5.Dead Bodies Everywhere - KoRn
6.Foxy Foxy - Rob Zombie
7.Fuck Tha Police (2005 Studio Version) - Dope
8.Fuck the System - System of a Down
9.Goatfish - Burn the Priest
10.I Am Hated - Slipknot
11.Let's Fuck - Dope
12.More Human Than Human - Rob Zombie
13.Now You've Got Something to Die For - Lamb of God
14.Only One - Slipknot
15.Payback - Slayer
16.People = Shit - Slipknot
17.Pull Harder on the Strings of Your Martyr - Trivium
18.Pulse of the Maggots - Slipknot
19.Reclaim My Place - KoRn
20.Superbeast - Rob Zombie
21.Surfacing - Slipknot
22.T.R.I.C. - Otep
23.The Deceived - Trivium
24.The Faded Line - Lamb of God
25.Wake Up - KoRn
26. Y'All Want a Single - KoRn

I could listen to that mix for a really long time (if I had it on Shuffle, of course) because it never gets old, man. Fuckin love it.
Add me on myspace. Just cause I want to meet random ass people.
http://www.myspace.com/forthechicks
Peace, dudes and chicks.

5.27.2006
FUCK
the-tmasta from URL @ 00:01

tmasta xxx: who is this?
squi xox4: how about you dont im me hoe
squi xox4: bye bye
tmasta xxx: come on motherfucker
tmasta xxx: sissy ass bitch
squi xox4: HAHAHA
squi xox4: thats nice
tmasta xxx: you said you'd come and get me, come on
tmasta xxx: i'm waiting
squi xox4: =-o
squi xox4: wait! keep waiting!
tmasta xxx: i fucking dare you, pussy shit
tmasta xxx: come and fucking get me
squi xox4: i bet
squi xox4: done crying yet..?
tmasta xxx: lmfao, you just wait and see whos crying
squi xox4: ok, bye bye
squi xox4: LOL
tmasta xxx: sissy bitch..
tmasta xxx: have some balls and start some REAL shit
squi xox4: i gotta hand it to ya, you are indeed a funny guy
tmasta xxx: 63251 mulberry road, come and get it
squi xox4: well considering im much older than you
squi xox4: YES
squi xox4: kk
tmasta xxx: k
tmasta xxx: if you're old, come and drive over here
tmasta xxx: how old are you then, motherfucker, eh?
squi xox4: dont worry about it
squi xox4: the question is
squi xox4: where do you live..?
tmasta xxx: 63251 mulberry road, south bend, indiana 46614
squi xox4: o hell, why not go some where public :-d
squi xox4: wow, that must not be all that far from me
tmasta xxx: hey dumbass, i'm in the middle of the fucking boondocks, come and get me
squi xox4: silly you
squi xox4: you would think ur the dumbass when you saw me :)
tmasta xxx: and you would think about running like a fucking queer when i shot you for being on my lawn
squi xox4: lol, thats pretty pussy
squi xox4: just make sure u kill me
squi xox4: bbl
squi xox4 signed off at 11:58:39 PM.


I'LL EAT THAT MOTHERFUCKER ALIVE

5.25.2006
METAL IS..
the-tmasta from URL @ 22:19

Metal is that anger that, when it comes out, you're terrified of it..
Metal is utilizing that anger to destroy you.
Metal is what you fear
Metal is rebellion
Metal is a big set of middle fucking fingers towards your society
Metal is destruction
Metal is anarchy
Metal is the god of fuck
Metal is whatever the fuck it wants to be
Metal is a family
Metal is my fucking life, motherfucker, so fuck you.

--THE ARCHFIEND--

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